Is it a good thing that i get so frustrated when i hurt someone i love?

Is it a good thing i want to fix this problem?

I hurt someone over and over and she took me back. but i annoy her and all i seem to do is just give her bad vibes. i feel like i’ve changed completely. like a complete opposite of who i used to be. that person she loved and laughed with. i feel so pitiful. She’s all i have left. i know must keep moving forward but i love this Woman to death. Even though im young i know the many struggles of life. it’s harsh i know. i know from the heart that i must make this work. my life depends on it. there’s only one of her and i want her in my life. she’s that person i know i must fight for i cant lose her here.  i’ve come this far already it’s too late to quit.

I wish she knew how i really see her is Not as a sex object. Not a Girlfriend. Not a mistress. But my best friend.not just any best friend. that one and only.

that girl i could do anything with and have no regrets.

that person that’s always gonna be there that’s gonna be watching me make it to the top as i for her. 

i just wish she knew that’s how i really see it and not as that FUCKEN BITCHASS JERK that Fucken makes her feel like shit all the Dawn time!!!!

i really do wonder though. what she really thinks of me….

The ones that randomly send you a message asking how you are. It shows that they really care about you. That no matter how busy their life may be, they always find time for you. Sure, some people are just naturally friendly but it proves that there’s still true friends out there in a sea of fakes. If you have one of these, don’t neglect them. There’s not many of them left.

clariieeapu:

Is everyone sleeping? ..

They do; but it is your right to try and make them stay or just let them go. Just know it was your decision to ignore them without noticing until they finally leave.